照相本

前阵子发了疯付了USD29.90 subcribe 了一个网上照相本，把韩国一大箩的照片传了上去。真的不知发什么神经... 照片传好了，却没有把网址给人... 果然是三分钟热度。

我的照相本，请按这里。

从这里可连接到其他的组（set）里。

为期一年。

搞自闭

好久没来了。

你好吗？

不知不觉的不间断的问自己，你好吗？

好。不好。好。不好。好。不好。好... 不好...

今天离开office时，已经七点半。其实工作也不是那么多，只是我总是有点慢，有点particular。回到家吃了饭冲好凉，已经十点半。原本想接着看日剧，却觉得自己太颓废，于是在msn上click了click... 十几二十个青色的小人，看看他们的nicknames，唉，找谁呢，聊什么呢... 一个没有精神的人跟其他没有闲情的人聊天，只会更让人更不知所措。十点半，家里还是我一个人，打了一通电话回家，哦，今天要自己锁好门了。

朋友的电影要上映了，虽然无关痛痒，也不是很熟络，可是在这里急急忙，茫茫急的自己，东不成西不就，忙着忙着忘了为的是什么。

其实我是个非常害怕孤单的人。我不是不知道，只是倔强的自己，拼命的若无其事的去克服它，一个人也可以有一个人的生活，还自由自在的很。于是开始搞自闭。下了班是很轻松，想看戏，想吃饭。想shopping，想去做facial，想去花钱，都没有问题，也没有人管。很自由。却有点没意思。

想找个人聊天，可是自己那么死气沉沉的，不想别人看到那样的自己。我是怎么了？

我的部落格里，不堆砌些什么，不想修饰太多的句子。懂与不懂，真不真心，是否已经无法沟通？不好意思，我在搞自闭。

Four Wives

Once upon a time there was a rich King who had four wives.

He loved the 4th wife the most and adorned her with rich robes and treated her to the finest of delicacies. He gave her nothing but the best. He also loved the 3rd wife very much and was always showing her off to neighboring kingdoms. However, he feared that one day she would leave him for another.

He also loved his 2nd wife. She was his confidant and was always kind, considerate and patient with him. Whenever the King faced a problem, he could confide in her, and she would help him get through the difficult times. The King's 1st wife was a very loyal partner and had made great contributions in maintaining his wealth and kingdom. However, he did not love the first wife. Although she loved him deeply, he hardly took notice of her!

One day, the King fell ill and he knew his time was short. He thought of his luxurious life and wondered, "I now have four wives with me, but when I die, I'll be all alone." Thus, he asked the 4th wife, "I have loved you the most, endowed you with he finest clothing and showered great care over you. Now that I'm dying, will you follow me and keep me company?" "No way!", replied the 4th wife, and she walked away without another word. Her answer cut like a sharp knife right into his heart.

The sad King then asked the 3rd wife, "I have loved you all my life. Now that I'm dying, will you follow me and keep me company?" "No!", replied the 3rd wife. "Life is too good! When you die, I'm going to remarry!" His heart sank and turned cold. He then asked the 2nd wife, "I have always turned to you for help and you've always been there for me. When I die, will you follow me and keep me company?" "I'm sorry, I can't help you out this time!", replied the 2nd wife. "At the very most, I can only walk with you to your grave." Her answer struck him like a bolt of lightning, and the King was devastated.

Then a voice called out: "I'll go with you. I'll follow you no matter where you go." The King looked up, and there was his first wife. She was very skinny as she suffered from malnutrition and neglect. Greatly grieved, the King said, "I should have taken much better care of you when I had the chance!"

In truth, we all have the 4 wives in our lives:

• Our 4th wife is our body. No matter how much time and effort we lavish in making it look good, it will leave us when we die.
• Our 3rd wife is our possessions, status and wealth. When we die, it will all go to others.
• Our 2nd wife is our family and friends. No matter how much they have been there for us, the furthest they can stay by us is up to the grave.
• And our 1st wife is our Soul. Often neglected in pursuit of wealth, power and pleasures of the world. However, our Soul is the only thing that will follow us wherever we go.

When I was reading this, I laugh how silly is the king and I thought this is another 'normal' kind of story... When it comes to the end, how true and pratical it is, we all have 4 wifes (opps... for me, 4 boyfriends... hahaha) in our life.

Sometimes, we are stucked, satisfied or complesent with whatever we have now. But, I doubt whether I really talk to my heart... maybe, it opens once in a while and sometimes, it was touched by friends, family, and also myself. We should talk more...

So, talk to yourself, cherish yourself and listen to your heart.

Agreed with me? ^^

一公升的眼泪 One litre of Tears

3月9日

呗 レミオロメン 流れる季节の真ん中で
ふと日の长さを感じます せわしく过ぎる日々の中に
私とあなたで梦を描く

3月の风に想いをのせて 桜のつぼみは春へと続きます

溢れ出す光の粒が 少しずつ朝を暖めます
大きなあくびをした后に 少し照れてるあなたの横で

新たな世界の入口に立ち 気づいたことは 1人じゃないってこと

☆瞳を闭じれば あなたが まぶたのうらに いることで
どれほど强くなれたでしょう あなたにとって私も そうでありたい

砂ぼこり运ぶ つむじ风 洗濯物に络まりますが
昼前の空の白い月は なんだかきれいで 见とれました

上手くはいかぬこともあるけれど 天を仰げば それさえ小さくて

青い空は凛と澄んで 羊云は静かに揺れる
花咲くを待つ喜びを 分かち合えるのであれば それは幸せ

この先も 隣で そっと微笑んで

在流动的季节里 忽然间感觉到时间的长度
匆匆忙忙流逝的每一天 我跟你编织著梦想

3月的风乘载著想像 只要春天到了樱花就会持续绽放

洒落而下的阳光 一点一点的温暖了早晨
打了一个大大的呵欠 有点害羞的你在我身边

站在一个崭新的世界的入口 回过神来已经不是孤单一个人

闭上双眼 你就在我的眼眸里
能够变得多坚强呢 对你而言 我也是这麼的希望著

旋风拌著沙尘 把晒在外面的衣服缠绕著
中午前天空上那白色的月亮 觉得好美好美而看得入了迷

虽然也会遇到不顺遂的事
抬头看看天空就会发现 那有多微不足道

蓝天那麼的清澈 像羊群般的云静静的飘荡
等待花开的喜悦 如果能跟你一起分享 那就是幸福

在那之前 也有我在你身边 静静的微笑著

还没有看完这套戏。一公升的眼泪，真人真事改编的日剧... 如果是我，我想一公升也不会够吧？不过我还是我，每次看都会跟着戏里的人哭，跟着他们笑。

微笑