站在马新-交接处

上个星期五没有回家（JB)，去了同事的欢送会，然后被拖去不该去的不正经酒吧，接着又赶fiona的housewarming打麻将，一直到午夜4.30，才结束忙碌的一天.... 不停的玩，也是一种忙碌 :p

ok, 讲重点

第二天差不多两点多才打包好回家。一路上，搭巴士的人不是很多，只是还是塞了45分钟酱。过了新加坡kastam下去等950车。等等等。30分钟过去，没有。后来我才发现，不只是950，170，黄巴一辆也没来。差不多等了45分钟（sorry... 女人就是死心眼，不甘心），才听到170 auntie大声讲kastam电脑故障，所有巴士都不可以通过

What? 竟然会故障？真的假的？嗯... 还是Mas Selamat搞的鬼？

5点了，没办法，走路吧。

通常，走路过长堤的人都健步如飞。赶，赶什么？或许是因为包包不是很重，太阳异常温暖，风静静的吹，走着走着，竟然有那么一点写意。原来之前的45分钟等待，是值得的。右手边不停的有人memotong，突然我停了下来，如果相机在手，一定拍下来。这时候想起可怜的手机总是没有用武之地，于是把小白拿出来，向着走向我的人，向着JB kastam, 向着Stulang laut的夕阳，咔喳拍了几张照片。

后来我才发现小白的camera是wide angle的。

看着新加坡的custom, 马来西亚国旗，柔佛的州旗，Waterfront City, 人们，还有一些DAP的小旗。没有去投票的我，站在这交接点上，而家，就在眼前。

是的，我要回家。

蔽护

和你说话，断断续续的
你从不会去理会，我的感受

因为你是你。

不爽，你凭什么那么干脆的对我下定论？
总是一针见血，一刀封喉。

白云其实，有点慌张，因为总是在你的范围下，无所遁形

那是另一种方式诠释的自己。

同样的沟通模式，持续着。

原来，不知觉中的轻轻飘向你，是在寻求蔽护。

这不寻常

而你，从来都不曾察觉。

~轻轻的，不想写太多

Alone for 7 days

Hi, thanks for visiting leng at this little space... Did you hear a nice song? > 'Let's start from here' from Joanna Wong, a Taiwanese. Thanks zaizai for introducing her to me >o<


I was in Thailand for the last 7 days of February... got a training about Good Farming Practices (GAP). This time, I went with a colleague from another office, Mr Wang (58), what a combination.... like a father and a daugther... hahaha :p This is a 5 days course, at a training centre located in Kanchanaburi province, 2 hours drive from Bangkok. I've 2 nights in Bangkok and 5 days at the very 'peaceful' training center. Have visited chartuchat again on the 1st day, fieldtrips to asparagus, kangkong and lemon grass farms, lunch at the Bridge on the River Kwai (桂河桥, 死亡铁路）, visit to Kanchanaburi War Cemetery, the pagoda, lots of Thai food and some shopping.

The Pagoda

Fieldtrip - me embeded in aspagarus

This is just a 5 days course, and I extended 1 day stay in Bangkok on Friday, to have some walk and meet with my friend in Bangkok, Mr @ek :p. We walk from Asia Hotel to MBK (Ma Boon Kong?), to Siam Discovery, to Paragon, and then come back to Siam Discovery and to MBK and to Asia Hotel again (?@!#$%">?@!#$%!!) we are just looking for a Japanese restaurant without queqe! Thanks @ek for familiarize myself with these 4 destinations... got no problem to walk alone around there on the next Sat morning.

Mr @ek with me, finally... have Ramen for our dinner :p

In fact, this is the 1st time for me to stay in a hotel room with 2 beds alone. fine for me at the training centre domitory... but for hotels in Bangkok, alone in the spacious and a bit 'old' room... really feel a bit uneasy. That was when I realized, I never stay in hotel room alone before, and I never experience a taste of being alone, just yourself, to think of how to spend the night, what to do in the next morning. I wrote a diary (in Chinese) at the hotel when alone:

29 Feb 08, 11.35pm

一个人在酒店里，一个人在曼谷。有一种孤独感，这还是头一着。我，无论在新加坡还是在马来西亚，还是喜欢很理所当然的置身在人群中。原来每一次回家log in MSN，是由原因的。即使没有聊天，看到一些人挂在线上，有形的无形的，感觉有人在身边。现在想想如果5月可以去Netherlands上一个为期4
weeks的课，独自一人，还真的有点不想去。或许那些做sales常常出国的朋友都习惯了吧？我能吗？

啊，不行，不可以有这种消极的想法 。就像@ek所讲的 - "go for the future!"
我也是，应该向未来走去，一直往后看，不小心会跌到... 可以的，加油！