害怕自己，一无所有
一个人的时候，总是，有点茫然，有时，也会有点不安
翻了以前的相本，稍微好了一点点，似乎要确定些什么。是啊，原来一路走来，发生了这么多事，原来，我也有很多小故事
我只是有一点点害怕，自己除了那些回忆，其实什么都没有。
害怕下一秒，就觉得人生不美好
害怕明天，就不再想看这出戏
害怕躺在床上，睡不着时不知要做什么
害怕突然没有，和他说话的机会
害怕没有人，会再和我分享
害怕所有人都结婚了，只有我一人落单
害怕自己，又在胡思乱想。
Saturday, October 08, 2005
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Well, bcos of you, then i brought myself to this site and made myself to have one like you. after read thru ur blog, all the questions "pop" out suddenly. As i keep i asking you, is that allur feelings? read your blog, it upsetted me as well, seems a lot of ur joys dont come from me...., at least the memorable one...., really!!!
first, to comment on your fears...recently really dont sleep well, the feeling of scare to die another day keep flowing on my mind, uncontrollable... the feeling is kinda strong until i am so sensitive on the word of 'die'..scare to hear ppl passed away, scare to hear ppl caugh in the accident, scare to hear anything big happen in the world....fears bitting avwhere...when i have such a good conditions in my life, i scare to lose avthing....the most cherish is my parents, that i have them once in my entire life....thats wat i mentioned in my blog, scare to lose away sth, the feeling born naturally since baby....,dont know how to stop the feeling of fear, but at least to live meaningful for no regret....
美化过去固然是好，但是害怕未来就不应该了。与其害怕未来，不如珍惜现在所能拥有的。就算未来真的会失去，也会因为曾经拥有而感到安慰吧。。。
或许吧。。。
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